When somebody is far away,and you don't see her,you miss her and if is somebody you really love,it's hard to stay away.The problem is when just one person misses the other,which is what I feel.
He probably still hates me,but I just miss him,the time that I could be me,the time that I was so happy that I waited for the weekends to see him,even though my weeks sucked as much as possible.I screwed up too much,everything that I ask is forgiveness and stay in contact,because just talking with him make me realize how much I regret.I don't love him 'that way' anymore,but his importance for me surpass love,he's like a brother to me,more than my blood brothers.I miss him so much it hurts,and I know that even if I talk to him,he will ignore me and pretend that I don't exist like our years of friendship were and are just memories.
I didn't mean what I wrote in the letter,I was a kid who thought that everybody hated me and cursed me behind my backs.His family is so nice too,they were as important to me as you,they still are like my second family that I lost for stupid actions,the actions that made me lost the life that I loved.
My request is my last hope of talking with him which is for him to remember me,to talk with me,please God in the life that I have right now,this will probably the highlights of my high school life,I know that what I'm asking is to much,but will make me so happy even if he's not close at all,not even a little,not even at all.
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